December 2009
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyoutha...
each of you know who you are. i’ve been deeply touched by more people in 2009 than ever before, and i’m so grateful for that. even if some of our relationships ended roughly, i know that i will never, ever forget any of you.
i can never thank you enough for what you’ve brought me. and i hope i was able to bring just a peice of that to you all, as well. i’m going to do my...
note from the universe, 12/30/09:
I’ve got a feeling, Amy, that 2010 is going to be your kind of year. That you’ll be happier than you’ve ever been, laughing harder, smiling wider, standing taller, walking lighter, dancing crazier, hugging longer, living grander, loving louder, and if you want, selling the pictures to a tabloid to raise money for your new charity.
Can you feel it, too? The Universe
i can...
i have yet to eat today.
here i goooooooooo.
I'm so:
tired.
hungry.
confused.
giggly.
shakey.
bbbblah.
Regina Spektor - Fidelity
I never loved nobody fully, Always one foot on the ground. And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind. All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind, all this music. And it breaks my heart. And it breaks my heart. And it breaks my heart. It breaks my heart. And suppose I never ever met you. Suppose we never fell in love. Suppose I never ever...
TOMORROW
will be nothing like today. okay? okay good :)
bye.
gonna go watch twilight zone.
that would be awesome if i fell into it somehow today.
I'm learning
that the more often i actually speak what i feel inside,
the less people agree with me.
i am so sorry. i really shouldnt have said anything.
I forgave you because well, I can't stand not...
(via ihateshayleigh)
i never realized how long the wizard of oz is.
i feel like i’ve been watching it for three hours already.
formspring? →
my legs are so tired now.
It was really nice to hang out with you tonight, and finally just be normal. To laugh and joke with each other like normal friends, having absolutely no awkwardness. I’ve missed it so much. Plus I reaaaaally missed all three of you as well. Together, you make me laugh like no other person on this planet.
Tonight made me feel like the memories of this summer, really aren’t as...
is YouTube being a bitch for anyone else?
mystery science theatre.
my stepbrother got it for Christmas and now were all watching :)
uggggh, i’m nervous to drive home from here. I feel like the roads suck right now. :////
yesterday, today, tomorrow:
family shiiiiiiat :) mom’s family yesterday, dad’s family today, christmas tomorrow.
i’ve really been feeling this year that giving really is so much better than recieving. im getting more excited for people to open my gifts to them than for me to get any. though im still super stoked to open presents :D
p.s. i’m getting a lot better at all this “life” jazz, i...
my note from the universe today:
Surrender to the magic, Amy. That’s why it’s there. That’s why you’re there — to learn that there really are miracles and that they abound, as if on command, once you understand the truth about your reality and heritage. Surrender, yet prepare. Ask, yet expect.
You can do this. You’ve been doing it your entire life. Be swift and awaken to the truth, because...
“You never know what you want, and you never say what you mean. But I start to go insane, every time that you look at me. You only hear half of what i say, and you’re always showing up too late. And I know that I should say goodbye but it’s no use.”
-Here We Go Again, Demi Lovato.
can i just say something real quick?
i want, to fucking party.
bbbblahg.
Christina, Stephen, and i went to parks and rec tonight. we were walking up a snow covered hill that people had obviously been sledding on that day, so it was slippery. and of course i fell. right on my tummy and they both had to drag me up. and now there’s a giant, vibrantly red scratch on my hip that hurts like a bitch.
and yes, i just posted a blog about that. :D
good, god
my life is so beautiful.
i am so beautiful.
the people who surround me are so beautiful.
i have no doubt that things are going to be beautifully amazing in 2010.
